i have like three friends.
its not cos no one likes me or i dont like anyone
its just im so picky about friends...
so i have like a thousand people.
cos it goes

best friend - nicole
friends - allen and ross
people - mina angel campbell marie anna etc.

its quite confusing.

i feel so lonely today. i am heading off to camp this afternoon.
im dreading it.
theres all these creepy girls there that are so scary.
i couldnt sleep last night thinking about it.

i have to go pack.

i dont really have writers block. i wish i did. 
but the question intrigued me.
vampires or werewolfs. sorry. werewolves.
well, vampires of course.
cos they suck your blood
and leave little tooth holes in your
wrists 
...
nice.
ummm so has anyone seen the happening yet?
i wanted to,
but then a friend told me that its pretty lame and stupid.
which is sad
cos m. night was so good.
the sixth sense, unbreakable, signs. even the village were pretty much epic.
but then lady in the water was a mess
and now, from what i hear, the happening is too.
he sold out.
ugh.
but im trying to figure out if i want to spend seven dollars on a stupid movie.
and i need someone to take me.
anyone want to go see it? maybe....

yesterday i decided to just sit in the sun. and i could actually feel the sun soaking into me. i could feel the warmth on my arms. it was nice. i was out there for two hours probably. i didnt get sun burned. and i was reading a really good book. and then i went to my favorite store and got a new dress. for seventy five cents. which was nice. so i had a surprisingly good day yesterday. 

and while i was swimming. i thought. and i had goggles on which make me look like a nerd. but i could see well underwater with them on, but as soon as i put my head above water it was all foggy. and i thought. maybe thats how my life is, you know? like i can see some stuff really well, but other stuff im pretty much blind to. and i guess maybe i can choose what i see and am unable to see. but it would be hard to choose. so today when i try to bake myself in the sun and get cancer ill think about it more.